These are links and the like I have found helpful. Hope you do, too!
http://www.modesthandmaidens.com/index.html
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=spxrmUQJrl4
http://www.modesthandmaidens.com/catalog.html?item=1461
http://www.modesthandmaidens.com/catalog.html?item=1446
http://www.earlychurchtruth.com/englishsermon/crossway.mp3
Hello, reader! I don't know you (probably), and the opposite is likely also true.
The thing is...
I have problems in my life. So do you. What's the solution?
Not drugs.
Not alcohol.
Not suicide.
God.
Yeah, I know. The Dude who went around calling people a bunch of sinners and hypocrites, right?
Yes, to some extent.
BUT...
Jesus, God's son, said that, if we love Him so much we love others (our annoying little brother, our math teacher, the terrorists) we WILL--not maybe, and not only for a little while--go to heaven.
Tramps on some toes? Mine, too.
So...
1. Pray. Tell God how you feel. Think if it's right or not.
2. Ask God to help you feel better--really better.
3. Don't make the same mistake--or if you do, keep trying.